...sulking or mad...

Kakngah was sulking with Abah & Mak. I think she very sad when Abg Ijad (Kakngah boyfriend) going to China. & when Abah babbling about her weight, make her very mad.

I think....
1) Kakngah shouldn't getting mad coz Abah always babbling about her weight... always & always... & Kakngah should used to be (I think Kakngah not very fat at all)
2)Sometimes I agree with Mak, Abah always showing her anger if something related with Kakngah (but I know deep from Abah heart's, he love Kakngah very well)

Errmmm... Bak kata pepatah, "macam anjing dengan kucing". Abah dengan Kakngah tak boleh bertemu.
Aku ada ajar Kakngah, kalau Abah babbling sokmo, anggap je macam dengar radio.
Sebabnya, kita hanya ada 1 Abah saja.

If we lose him..
We will miss that moment,
coz...
only Abah love us more than everything.

I hope all these will end. Abah & Kakngah can stay together.
I love you both....

...Yana sayang sangat Mak ngan Abah...

I asked my Mom so many times....

"Mak betul ke nak Yana pergi ni? Mak mampu ke? Yana nanti tak ke menyusahkan Mak?"

Mak.. I really want to go. Really want to further my study and really want to make Mak & Abah proud of me. But it's not so easy. I was think about it so many times. Maybe now Mak & Abah afford to pay the money but later then...?

Gosh..!! All these make me crazy & every single day I pray for our sake. Hope I do a right thing, right decision & at the same time I make my parents happy. I love Mak & Abah with all my heart.

Dan setiap hari jugak, bila malam je, aku takut nak tidur, sebab bila tidur aku takut hari akan bertukar menjadi siang.
Dan bila tidur aku takut nak terjaga sebab aku takut bila terjaga aku akan merosakkan semuanya.
Aku takut dengan akibat keputusan yang aku buat ni bakal menyusahkan mereka.
Aku rasa sangat2 terbeban....
Hati aku rasa pedih sangat...

Ya Tuhan, berikan kekuatan kepadaku.....
Berikan petunjukMU......
Berikan aku ketenangan.......
Amin....

Yana sayang sangat Mak ngan Abah

...my boss bufday...

Today is my boss bufday....

To my boss (Bak kata Kak SuKu "nama yang tak boleh disebut"),

Heppi Besday En....????

Hope you heppi and be a nice boss :P

Haha.. 1 more thing...

Harap dapatla makan nasik minyak tahun ni..

kat Tepeng lak tu...

huhu..

Before this, I really2 want to eat a piece of cake.. eventhough my bufday,

I still not have a chance to ate the bufday cake..

Then today, I got it one...

But....

Erkkk... I dont know how to say

Speechless aku dibuatnya....

Takpela, biarla aku simpan sorang2...

...my heart was cross my mind...

Sometimes I'm feel nothing....

And sometimes I lie to myself..

I'm a little bit nervous..

Little bit sad...

.....sob3.....

:(

...happy birthday part 2...

***continue bufday girl***

16. Ajib (my ex) message me...**Hepi besday syg..sori,xnsgja nk lupa..mm,jgn nkl2 tau.mmmuahhh..**.. Errkkk!!

17. Ety, sang me a song in the middle crowded of people..

18. I called Azu & she wish me a bufday. She felt guilty because forgot my bufday.. (It's ok my dear Azu & Gud Luck for your interview)

19. Fizi is the 1st guy sang me a song

20. Mohammed Saifuladli send me a message...** Happy Birthday Dear...**... with a big cake (only a picture :P). & I received another message from him....**Allah Selamatkan Kamu.. Allah Selamatkan Kamu.. Allah Selamatkan Aida Zuliyana, Allah Selamatkan Kamu.. Semoga Dipanjang Umur, Dimurah Razeki, Dipermudahkan segala urusan, Kesihatan Yg Baik, Keberkatan Dunia & Akhirat.. Insyallah.. Heppy Besday Aida.. "Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang"~Imran Ajmain (Cepp).. :)**... Huh! (sigh), it's the long message I ever had.

21. & the last one, from someone I even know better yet, from Abe friend's.. Ashraf. Hmm.. He playing a guitar, bufday song... Thanks Ashraf, I will remember that moment..

Thanks again guys.. Thanks for everything... I'm waiting my present from Mak.. :) & I want wish to my beloved Mom...

===>Happy Mother's Day<===

...happy birthday...

happy birthday

to me...

1. Wan is the 1st person who wish my bufday

2. My Mom sang me a bufday song the night before my bufday and promise to give my bufday present...

3. My Dad wish me (eventhough he babbling about susu)...**Ubahlah sikap & atasi mental bl0k tu..HAPPY BIRTHDAY**..

4. I received messsage from my best friend Aini..**Hepy besday Aida...h0pe all ur wish will come true...**.. & my Dad wish me twice...**Hepi besday tomei**.. (i'm shock because Abah very concern about my bufday)

5. Also received message from Tim Ting...**Salam.hepi bufday k.oren. smoga pjg umo,murh rezki,cpt dpt men gtar.ok?he3.**... and suddenly I had a call from BAC friends (they having vacation at Pulau Kapas). They sang me a bufday song together... And I going late to my office..

6. Eventhough she's late, Tisa still message me...**Hepi bufday kak Oren t0mey..h0pe al ur wsh c0me true.. n may Allah bless u... luv u sis..**.. & Kak Ayuni message me...**Hapy bef day oren...**..

7. Baya was ring me, she sang the bufday song... (I thought she forgot my bufday, but she's not)

8. Kak Asyuda wish me a bufday and huging me...

9. Abg Pie wish me a bufday... (with the bad way)

10. Kak SuKu wish bufday after me forcing her...

11. Ida wish bufday and promise to buy a guitar pick... (I love your idea Ida)...**Sori td pakwe aku tepon, ko wat keje dlu, kang free tpon la. Anyway happy bday beb.. Yg ke-'24' hehehe**..

12. Received bufday message from Abg Pejul...**Selamat Hari Jadi. Semoga Panjang umur n murah rezeki**...

13. Received bufday message from my lovely sister Ika...**Kak lang, selamat hari jadi, pnjg um0 dan murah rzeki**..

14. Ain wish me a bufday and huging me... and I got my 1st present today.....Cadbury Roast Almond.... Thanks dear... I'm really appreciate that...

15. Yani wish my bufday & Yati sang me a song...

Whatever it is, thanks a lots to everybody for your wish...

May God bless me..

Hope I'm be a good daughter for Abah & Mak

Good younger sister to my AbangLong & KakNgah

Good big sister to my younger brothers & sisters

Good friend to my friends

I want archieve my dream...
May my wish will come true...

& I want always happy ever after

heppi bufday aida zuliyana...

...yeye..

one more day to go....
weeeeee....

...guitar...

I'm so depress today. I really want to have a guitar. I'm seeking the whole day to find my fav guitar but none... :( Credits to Abg Faizol & Tim (Ting), because they very tolerant & understand me.

Now, Abe turns.. hehehe.. He promise me to find my fav guitar together... I love that.. & he promise to find someone to help me playing a guitar... I love u so much Abe although you very fierce... ngeh3x.. (Giler punyer garang mamat ni)..

So, now I'm waiting for this Wednesday
smile.. smile.. smile.. :)

my future guitar

...congrats...

Today, I'm sharing the best moment with my younger brother. Congrats young man..!! At last, he will further his study at UiTM.